Saturday, June 30, 2007

Day -4 (night)

wow... 4 more days can see u d!! happy happy ^^

i din miss u so much also today~ so happy.. haha dunno happy wat also.. if next time u go oversea one year and din contact me i probably will forget i got a bf :p

dear dear... mucks mucks mucks! i clean my room today lo! clean it so so so so detail!
because i wanna u come my room and sleep..
and it must be clean! (so u know wat to do la... hehe)

N i wash teddy lo! hehe.. he so happy and he smell like yang yang already! cos i use the same washing powder! wahahahah... and he is now hanging upside down on the cupboard.. hehe

dear, i went to the buddhist musical rehearsal today and it's... so so so boring!

I feel like quiting the musical ... cos the rehearsal clash with my school's concert...

Waaa... start counting the day u coming bek.. ^^ yang yang me and teddy all waiting for u!!

mcuks mucks!! love ya~ goodnight!

p/s: it's so hot here :(

Friday, June 29, 2007

Day -4 (in the morning)

Dear it's 12 pm now and i am in school...

I wanted to tell u tis~~ i had a dream bout u yesterday.. i dreamt that u were back from Aus and u came to find me...

But u were so different!! I saw u pierce you ears and with messy hair, long hair summore... then u were so happy and came and hug me... but i wasn't really happy... then u talk to me.. and i suddenly realize someting funny...

YOU HAD A PIERCED TONGUE!!!

Oh my god... then i was really really pissed off with u and i walked off and i din talk to u since then... and i saw u were confused and sad.. but then u were angry with me! You said why am i angry just because u pierce you tongue bla bla bla...

T_T it's such a scary dream.. i dun wanna my dear dear become lidat.. I want my real dear dear...

Dear dear faster faster come back... i dun wanna hug by a fake dear dear with messy hair and pierce tongue!! it's so scaryy!! :s

Miss u miss u.... going for rehearsal now! mucks mucks~

Day -5 (updated)

opss... i forgot to tell u this...

I purposely go to the shop again where i bought teddy last time, and i search all over the shop but i cannot find the same teddy!! haha... tis means teddy is the only teddy in the world and we are having him!! mucks mucks mucks mucks!! silly teddy~~~~~~ ~_~

Day -5 (updated)

opss... i forgot to tell u this...

I purposely go to the shop again where i bought teddy last time, and i search all over the shop but i cannot find the same teddy!! haha... tis means teddy is the only teddy in the world and we are having him!! mucks mucks mucks mucks!! silly teddy~~~~~~ ~_~

Day -5

dear dear... it's so hot here :( makes my skin so itchy again T_T my legs very ugly... got lots of spots and scars... :( dear dear later dun want me then how ?? :( I've ugly legs... :(

Today i went to eat in Cafe... then when i sits there with my food i suddenly think of u... and makes me miss u so so much... but i din feel like crying :) that's the best thing.. ehhee~ and i keep telling myself u are coming bek already.. and i am going to see u soon!! and so i become happy again! ^-^

I went out with Sean again today.. and both of us are so broke that we ended up eating in food court.. hehe~ then he told me he is actually quite envy cos i always have very smooth relationship.. well, come to think of it.. i am actually a very lucky girl! My ex was a very nice guy and he love me so much... N now i've u! yeah.. i'm so lucky to hav u as my BF :) although u are somehow "dense" in many ways :p

next week is gonna be very very tiring for me~ rehearsals from 5-11 pm.. :( but it's good cos time will pass very fast and it means i can see u very very soon!!! yeah yeah~~

But dear dear... i suddenly... not suddenly actually... i've been thinking... i dun feel like going to stay in ur house... i dunno y... it feels packed there... so many ppl :(

Wahh.. i damn tired~ need to sleep d...
goodnight!! mucks!

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Day -6

Mucks! Mucks!

Oii Yang Yang!!

Yang yang:"U don't dote me already... :("

Hee~ today i wanted to wash teddy... but the washing machine so many ppl use.. so i just make him sit on my chair first.. hehe~ teddy and yang yang are so so cute.. love them so much ^-^

Dear dear i din miss u so much today lo! but i did miss u yesterday.. sommore during my class time :( dunno y.. just suddenly miss u... mucks mucks!

U are coming bek in less than 1 week! i am so happy! i hope u will read all these things i posted for u.. ppl purposely write for u one lo :(

Just now my band mate come and find me..the other band one.. the metal band... he's so funny~ his son is so so so cute!! and he sent me lots of metal songs to practice.. and he asked me to go practice with them tml night but i cheat him saying that i have rehearsal.. cos i still dun really know them.. i want dear dear company me go there... ok ok??

Dear dear, i wanna hug u so so much~~ miss u miss u....

I cooked dinner for everyone today again! and i was so unhappy at first because nobody wanna help me out.. cos it's already late... and they are playing there and dun wanna help me.. but in the end only qi yu come and help.. but she cant help also cos she dun even know how to cut garlics -_-" Hehe.. see see!! still ur dear dear is the best! your dear dear (me) knows everything!! :P so u must give her lots of hugs and kiss when u see her! haha

mucks! goodnight dear... it's a busy day today.. and tomolo will be busy also... but weekends i will be alone at home :( how i wish u are here with me... i am scare lo..

yang Yang:"goodnight! dun scold me liao~"
Teddy:"la la la la la...zz ZzzzZZzz..."

Hee~ silly toys...:p

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Day -7

Dear dear...

So sad that we quarrel just now :( and i have to wait 5 more days to hear from u again.. But nvm! u are coming bek already! i'm so happy~ keep thinking the day u reach Malaysia and come find me and gimme teddy and yang yang huggzZ! mucks mucks mcuks!

Dear dear, today i chat with my hzmate for a long time.. cos i was very stressed lately.. so i decided not to do anything today and let myself relax... we talked bout studies mostly, and bout relationship also..

Then i realized that.. lately ppl have been talking bout relationship with me.. My hzmate always quarrel with the bf, always angry and shout at him but in the end the bf will come tam her and say nice things to her.. and i tell her, when u are with guy who is older than u and working, dun ever expect he'll do this for u... so treasure the time u have with him..

Then i think of last time, i also always angry at my ex and stuff and he used to tam me also.. mayb i shldn't ask this from u.. it's unfair.. mayb i shldn't think back the past... as long as u love me and show me ur care and love.. i think i shld feel satisfied...right?

Dear i am sorry i always angry at you and stuff... because i feel insecure.. u always think those little that will hurt me means nothing to you.. after one thing happen, another thing comes.. althought not the same thing but they are in the same catagory... and i will feel that i lost the importance in ur heart :(

You meant so much to me.....