Day -7

Dear dear...

So sad that we quarrel just now :( and i have to wait 5 more days to hear from u again.. But nvm! u are coming bek already! i'm so happy~ keep thinking the day u reach Malaysia and come find me and gimme teddy and yang yang huggzZ! mucks mucks mcuks!

Dear dear, today i chat with my hzmate for a long time.. cos i was very stressed lately.. so i decided not to do anything today and let myself relax... we talked bout studies mostly, and bout relationship also..

Then i realized that.. lately ppl have been talking bout relationship with me.. My hzmate always quarrel with the bf, always angry and shout at him but in the end the bf will come tam her and say nice things to her.. and i tell her, when u are with guy who is older than u and working, dun ever expect he'll do this for u... so treasure the time u have with him..

Then i think of last time, i also always angry at my ex and stuff and he used to tam me also.. mayb i shldn't ask this from u.. it's unfair.. mayb i shldn't think back the past... as long as u love me and show me ur care and love.. i think i shld feel satisfied...right?

Dear i am sorry i always angry at you and stuff... because i feel insecure.. u always think those little that will hurt me means nothing to you.. after one thing happen, another thing comes.. althought not the same thing but they are in the same catagory... and i will feel that i lost the importance in ur heart :(

You meant so much to me.....